Mikey (neomikey) wrote,


Well, unfortunately today has been rather unproductive. Last night I fell asleep...behind my chair...on the floor. Don't ask me how I got there.

There's been something I've been thinking about lately, and that's my capacity for conversation. I like talking to people; I honestly do. Being social, even when others don't want to, is something that I'm noted for amongst folks online and off. But online conversation...that's what I've been thinking about.

I know so many awesome people online. I've met friends that amaze me sometimes at who they are. I've met both the best and worst online, and both I know. But...sometimes when I'm talking to folks, others somewhat more than some, I sometimes come to a point where I don't know exactly what to do with the conversation. I run out of ideas. I run into a dead end. I suddenly become quiet. And that really stinks. I honestly hate doing that to my friends, just suddenly not talking to them. Sometimes it might be because I become distracted whilst multitasking on here, I suddenly need to get up and leave for a few moments/minutes/hours, or I won't notice the window on the bottom bar thing flash, or I'll forget about what's going on. This might be caused due to an unfortunately short attention span, but that isn't any excuse. I just don't like leaving friends hanging, especially since sometimes I'm told that I'm normally the only one they feel comfortable talking to...about certain things. I want to be there more for people, I honestly do. So why don't I have the mental capacity to just talk?! *sigh, to all you folks with whom I've just suddenly gone brain-dead...I apologize.

Anyways, I need to get going for Bible study soon. What with the church split, it's being held at somebody's house right now--a guy named "Darren". Pretty cool name; it reminds me of my Darien days...but I'll, ah, write about those later.

Anyways, I was messing with my video editing thing that's here on the compouter. I'm almost ready to start full speed ahead with the music video thing. But in the meantime, here's a small clip I...well, clipped, while learning it. ...yeah. Boo-yah.
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